Her diary

My loving husband and I had anal sex this sunrise for the 2nd time in our about five-year marriage.

During our first year of marriage, he came to my asshole for the 1st time and it tickled. I couldn't be however, it tickled that much. Over time, we both became easy with him rubbing it and we were married about 2 years before I pushed my bottom into his finger to let him know he could feel my ass. He was sucking my boobs as he was fingering my asshole and I was groaning in joy. He said to me that it actually turned him on.

After, whenever he was eating me out, sometimes he would feel my asshole and lick and kiss it from time to time. After a while, he began sticking his tongue into my ass, feeding my ass and I was very ashamed at how fine it felt. We tried sticking his dick in once, simply to see how it would feel and it ache, so we finished. I had never actually thought anal sex was anything I would would like to try anyway, so I thought "No big deal."

When we had anal sex for the 1st time, I was on my period. I was feeling truly bad for him, so I decided to allow him fuck me in the asshole. As I was thinking of him, I didn't think to excite my clit. And because he was at last getting to fuck me in the asshole for the 1st time and he was extra nervous due to the conditions, he didn't either. It wasn't terrible, but it didn't in truth do anything for me. So fingering and eating on my ass became another part of our intimate repertoire.

And then, when he began fingering my ass while licking my clitoris, or eating my ass while fingering my clit, I had my 1st seizure-like cum. I realized how unbelievable anal foreplay can be. I think that is when I surrendered to the delight of anal foreplay.

He would joke around sometimes about "I'm gonna stick it in your butt, should you don't !" and liked to rub his dick on my asshole and I knew he wanted to do it again. We began to try once or twice, but it hurt, his dick is just that big! I actually wanted to, but I was scared to try again because I knew he got so excited and looked forward to it that much and I didn't want to disappoint him again.

Recently , I got into a habit of bending over on my knees with my ass in the air for him to lick and play with. I actually surrendered to the sensation of his tongue in my ass, the softness and slickness and speed and I began responding to anal stimulation alone, moaning and pressing my butt into his face or hand. He became a master at doing three things at once. With such talent that I could barely tell what was where, he would use his tongue and both hands to simultaneously stimulate my asshole, pussy and clit. He would vary these, swap them up and I would be in a near seizure of ecstasy. Then, one time when I was on my back and he was eating my ass out, actually sticking his tongue all the way in and I was thoroughly enjoying it, writhing and pushing my ass into his face, I had my first anal cum. It was actually incredible. His tongue was in my ass, but that's it. Nothing touching my pussy or clit and I came, bucking into his face. It has happened again once since.

So I've been thinking a lot recently about how much I would like him to fuck me in the ass and especially since we got this computer and I've been looking at anal porn on it. He's noticed and I know it actually turns him on. We talked about it last night and I told him the thought of anal sex actually turns me on, but I'm scared it'll hurt, . Well, I'm on my period and had a tampon in, so that kinda narrowed his options and this morning, like many mornings, as I was just waking up, barely awake, he was playing with my asshole, fingering it and stroking it with his dick and it was turning me on. I rolled over onto my stomach and he moved down and began kissing and licking my asshole. He is actually good at it and after a small while began pushing his tongue into my ass, eating it out, while fingering my clit. I was of course writhing in pleasure and shamelessly pushing my ass into his face. Then he said, "I actually want to put it in your ass."

I said, "You do?"

"Oh, yeah. Can I?"

To which I of course replied, "Yes, baby."

I got up onto my knees and he began actually eating my ass, stretching it out, helping it to relax. Then he got the lube and I began sucking his dick while he used his hands to lube up my ass, spreading it around and pushing it into my asshole. Once my ass was well lubed, I lubed his dick up, then turned around and presented my ass to him. He groaned and began stroking his dick along my crack, pausing at my hole to press a small every time. My asshole was already taking a small of the head, it was so anxious to be fucked. He pressed it in and there were a few moments of pain, but very minor and when he finally sunk his dick completely into my ass, the ecstasy overwhelmed anything else. I think all the analingus has made me enjoy anal stimulation more, because the sensation of his dick sliding into my ass and then sliding out was one of the finest pleasures I have ever felt.

It didn't take all that long for him to cum, but being the amazing creature that he is, he stayed hard and reached around me to finger my clit while fucking my ass even harder than before. I loved it, the hardness of his dick in my asshole, the slap of his balls against my pussy, the speed with which he relentlessly drove himself into me. I shamelessly bounced my ass on his dick and before too long, I reach one of the finest cums I have ever had. He says my asshole gaped for probably 6 or 7 seconds after he pulled his dick out.

I am so surprised at how much I loved him fucking me in the ass. Right now, my asshole is throbbing like my pussy usually does after a good romp and it feels that good. My thong sliding against it is turning me on. I actually can't wait until we do it again. I guess we need to make it an every-now-and-then kind of thing, but I kind of want to do it again right now. He makes me feel like such a naughty small girl and I LOVE it! I just don't want to lose th feeling that I'm the innocent small angel he loves doing naughty things to.

Maybe I can be both. I'm working on it. And he makes me like it. I don't actually have a choice. He listens to how I respond and I get a small more shameless in my responses every time.

A small While Later

We just had another small "session". I was helping him with his video game and we were smoking some. I was wearing thongs and a tank top and had pushed it down under my breasts to tease him, with my hair in pigtails. I played a small bit of the game and when I got up, he began caressing my chest. We were kissing and I reached down and began rubbing his dick through his shorts. He made his way down my neck and chest and began sucking my teats. After a small while, he stopped, kissed me and said, "What can I do for you, Mama?"

"Actually, I was thinking about sucking your dick." I said, trying my finest to sound innocent while saying that.

He said, "You were thinking about doing it now?" and I nodded, looking at him with my finest innocent eyes.

We went into the bedroom and I began with licking and sucking his balls. He loves that and so do I. Taking them into my mouth one at a time, then both at once, rolling them around, letting him feel them going in and out of my mouth. Then I began on his dick with long, firm stokes of my tongue up and down the length of his dick, pausing at the head to swirl my tongue around the tip. I occasionally put the entire head in my mouth and sucked, but firstly no more than that. Then, in one swift motion, I plunged down on his dick and felt it penetrate into my throat. I alternated between these things for a while, listening to his responses to see what he wanted when, then added the final element, firmly pressing into his 'taint with my thumb . It wasn't long before he was cumming in my mouth and spilling it onto my lips. I slowed down, gently stroking his dick with the length of my tongue.

He sat up a small and began playing with my asshole. After getting fucked in the ass this morning, it was extremely sensitive, but it felt actually good. When he sat back, he said, "I just love that big ol' booty, Mama."

I said, "I love how sensitive it is right now."

He said, "Do I need to lick it?"and I responded, "Well, you don't need to, but I'm never will tell you not to." He got up on his hands and knees with me underneath him on my hands and knees and plunged his tongue into my quivering asshole just as I took his dick into my mouth again. As I was sucking his dick, he was eating my ass and then began rubbing my clit. He was actually plunging the entire length of his tongue into my ass and I was suckling his dick with real enthusiasm and I had an explosive cum at just about the same time he did. As I was cumming, he kept his tongue in my asshole and the sensation of it sliding into my ass as it was still trembling from cum was amazing.